It always comes into everyones lives, no matter how much we deny or ignore it. I’m talking about the loss of someone very close to us, either Grandfather, nan, father, mother, brother, sister or even son & daughter.
I suffered immensely during the tough period of time’s when my dear most cherished Grandfather passed away, there after my cousin (who was more than a brother to me). Following each loss, my life completely changed, but before such a change took place, I went through the following 7 stages of grief, which I use as a guide to prevent denial of my emotions.
Its a difficult time, but honestly this is the time when we must all look within ourselves and find our strength from within to help us recover, but most of all we MUST be impeccably honest with ourselves and admit if we need more time to recover. In the same notion you MUST give yourself time to recover and make sure others (employers) are aware you need such time.
Although I have stated the above, but wish to confirm there is no scientific formula to progression from one stage to the next. In reality, there is much looping back, or stages can hit at the same time, or occur out of order. So why bother with stage models at all? Because they are a good general guide of what to expect states experts from www.recover-from-grief.com
They state, a long period of “depression” (not clinical depression), isolation, and loneliness happen late in the grief process, months after the tragedy strikes. It actually is normal and expected for you to be very depressed and sad eight months later.
- Shock and Denial – You will probably react to learning of the loss with numbed disbelief. You may deny the reality of the loss at some level, in order to avoid the pain. Shock provides emotional protection from being overwhelmed all at once. This may last for weeks
- Pain & Guilt – As the shock wears off, it is replaced with the suffering of unbelievable pain. Although excruciating and almost unbearable, it is important that you experience the pain fully, and not hide it, avoid it or escape from it with alcohol or drugs.
- Anger & Bargaining – Frustration gives way to anger, and you may lash out and lay unwarranted blame for the death on someone else. Please try to control this, as permanent damage to your relationships may result. This is a time for the release of bottled up emotion. You may rail against fate, questioning “Why me?” You may also try to bargain in vain with the powers that be for a way out of your despair (“I will never drink again if you just bring him back”)
- “Depression”, Reflection, Loneliness – Just when your friends may think you should be getting on with your life, a long period of sad reflection will likely overtake you. This is a normal stage of grief, so do not be “talked out of it” by well-meaning outsiders. Encouragement from others is not helpful to you during this stage of grieving. During this time, you finally realize the true magnitude of your loss, and it depresses you. You may isolate yourself on purpose, reflect on things you did with your lost one, and focus on memories of the past. You may sense feelings of emptiness or despair.
- The upward turn – As you start to adjust to life without your dear one, your life becomes a little calmer and more organised. Your physical symptoms lessen and your “depression” begins to lift slightly.
- Reconstruction & working through – As you become more functional, your mind starts working again, and you will find yourself seeking realistic solutions to problems posed by life without your loved one. You will start to work on practical and financial problems and reconstructing yourself and your life without him or her.
- Acceptance & hope – During this, the last of the seven stages in this grief model, you learn to accept and deal with the reality of your situation. Acceptance does not necessarily mean instant happiness. Given the pain and turmoil you have experienced, you can never return to the carefree, untroubled YOU that existed before this tragedy. But you will find a way forward. You will start to look forward and actually plan things for the future. Eventually, you will be able to think about your lost loved one without pain; sadness, yes, but the wrenching pain will be gone. You will once again anticipate some good times to come, and yes, even find joy again in the experience of living.
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